2004 reasons to be grateful

2004 was just amazing, surprising, goodness--it's dumbfounding!

Kupal Krismas

Nais ko kayong lahat batiin "Maligayang Pasko at Manigong Bagong Taon"!Di ko alam ibig sabihin ng "manigo" pero malamang ok yun. Huwag kalimutang magpasalamat sa lahat ng mga natanggap na biyaya sa lilipas na taon. Ipagdasal ang mga yumao, ang mga nalulungkot at mga tuliro sa utak at sa puso.Yakapin at sabihing minamahal mo ang mga taong malapit sa yong puso, sa iyong pamilya na tinanggap ka ng lubos mabuti man o masama ang iyong nagawa, sa iyong mga kaibigan na umunawa at nagtimpi sa yong mga walang katuturang pag-aalala sa buhay, sa iyong minamahal o mga minamahal..labas na kami dun. Sa mga ka-opisinang nagtiwala kahit na minsan topakin ka sa trabaho. At higit sa lahat sa Poong Maykapal na binigay ang lahat pati ang sariling Anak para lamang sa kupal na katulad natin. Amen.

18 days to go before Xmas

so this is going to be a really busy month. there's the choir xmas party, the company xmas party, the moving, ate arrival..busy beezee..good news is that i'm out of my dark mode. snapped out of it. goodbye uncle scrooge. i intend to have a great holiday season this year because i'm so much blessed. and it's coming along fine. a Bible verse just came to me "His grace is sufficient for me." I mean as my bestfriend said, the past weeks i've been trying desperately trying to be superwoman, doing everything at once. and that's really stressful.not to mention chaotic on my part. i acknowledged that i need help from people. that i can't do it alone. that people indeed care a whole lot. and it comes in droves, in spurts through text, one on one meetings. i am surrounded with the best kind of people..those who are kind and who understand. come what may.

24 days til Christmas

so the whole of November was a blur, busy with the house, busy with family concerns, busy with the unexpected surprise that is..shh..and so now I'm still in a dazed state. About to move to this new environs and yet getting sad at the thought of leaving my comfort zone which is bel-air. Last Sunday it dawned on me. There is no going back. And then sadness just swept me away.

My mood shifts like a blink of an eye. Rapid and erratic all at once. And it's making me insane. More insanity coming up in the next months. Don't miss it.

I'm exhausted, emotionally, physically. I just want to sleep for a week. And then wake up like none of this happened. Haha.