December is Bliss

Recent turn of events could only be planned by God. I don't deserve any of it but everyday has been drenched with grace overwhelming. I could never hug my siblings enough or my pamangkins as well. It's like racing against time.

How do you even begin to describe November to December 2012? I can't. There's just so many memories created with family and friends. My heart is full and continues to overflow. I still have to take it all in. I haven't started. Maybe after everyone has gone home and my birthday has passed. Maybe we'll make good ones again for 2013. Cheers Lord. You've been awesome. Tell me again and again how much You love me. I'm spoiled rotten. Lazy as a fat cat. Garfield peg.

Today I woke up to the sound of my sister's voice. It's comforting. I love listening to my family's voice, laugh, snort... :)

Mama @ 75

Last night I felt like Kim Chiu, tears flowing like a river watching this Kate Hudson flick "A Little Bit of Heaven" with Kathy Bates. It was inspiring how to deal with death like that. Bring back the FUN in funeral. That incredible sensation of feeling alive when your eyes look into mine. Aww sappy crap. 

Mama is 75 today. I miss her so much my heart still bleeds. 

Tonyo thanked me on his bday greeting. Lynetterski. Cute.