Two meaning just two cousins - Rye and Gab in Manila. Two meaning two left again for abroad. In and out. Someone said airports are the happiest and the saddest place on earth. I definitely agree, so call me a fair-weather friend, family member. Don't make me send you off. I hate it. Hate the feeling of being left behind.
I'm happy that everyone is where they should be at right now. My family thrives in 4 corners of the globe. It's actually amazing. God's blessings in heaps. Being online has never felt more important until now. Skype Christmas. FB party. Twitter hellos.
I'm sad because there's still nothing like hugging or laughing together or experiencing stuff. Virtual banter is not so much fun.
Summer is here! I still don't know what to do. Dad is still here. Yipee.
What's my next project? I think I know but I'm still in denial. Sheesh.
I like to live day by day. It's so peaceful and I feel so grateful for being alive. Routine is now my friend. After eluding it for the most part of my life, now I'm finally embracing it.
I'm anti-social but I'm handling the social sites, used to interact with guests. That's so weird. But it's me. Ha. I'm asking God why is that? Sometimes i just really want to be left alone.
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