SeptemBER is here

The Ber months have begun, which means Christmas is near, G's wedding is coming soon and I'm gonna see them again. yey! no more orphan me for a little over a month. I felt Mama's physical loss more this year than in the past. Maybe it's because she's been generous in my dreams and even with Rye's. Or maybe I'm turning out like her. I recently read a book that says you turn into your parents as you become one and as you get older. No matter if you like it or not. I do like it. I wish I was more maternal than normal. There are days when I feel short of it. I miss my friends. Last weekend I spent most of it with my BFFs, just catching up and just listening. Mix laughter is the best thing in the world. And chocolate. And bagnet. Haha. We saw I Doobidoo Bidoo. I've always known APO. I never knew how, but it was just always on the radio, on cassette, on my brothers' playlist like Beatles. So naturally I've grown to love the songs and memorized its lyrics. It was a great musical film. I enjoyed it especially Uge. I haven't really seen Kimidora. Rye is surrounded with maps and his 2 globes. We've had discussions over Russia and Africa. I think he's gonna be in places I would never be. And that is a good thing.